I miss falling in love with you

 

I miss falling in love with you

I miss falling in love with you.

That feeling when where the whole world turned upside down the first time I looked at you.

I wish I could look into your eyes again for the first time ,

explore the landscape of your face,

and hold your hands in mine.

I still love you,

now maybe more than ever,

but I can't help but miss the moment we connected.

I miss that slightly nervous smile you gave me,

that deep and honest smile,

when you realised I was interested.

I miss the way you didn't know my body.

Your apprehension when you didn't know where to touch me or how to hold me.

I miss the hours we spent exploring each others bodies for the first time and the months following.

I miss that moment we gave in to the lust and the physical desire.

I miss that magical first night with you,

laughing as we fumbled in the dark under the stars.

My love for you grows more and more each day,

even when I think I couldn't possibly love you more than I already do,

somehow you make that possible.

I couldn't imagine a world where I didn't hold your hand or fall asleep next to you.

But I really do miss falling in love with you...

for Rob, I love you x